5 years plus have gone by.

My past posts are hilarious. The mind of a 20ish versus the mind of a 30ish.

Now...

I am an early childhood educator (I must be out of my mind to step into it)

I am happily married to the man that God has set up for me.

I am also 13 weeks and 5 days pregnant. Aha! 

As I am typing this. I am sure that no one I know is reading this as blogging has become something of the past. Since I've been pretty lazy journaling with a pen, I thought perhaps I should restart this entire blogging escapade.

That said, my pregnancy is still a secret to many around us. 

Kev and I are delighted to have a little one coming but I am definitely experiencing some nerves. I've never really thought hard about becoming a mum. Simply because I enjoy the freedom that I have. I do not know if I'll be able to sacrifice like how my mum would for the family. Up till today, I still have all those symptoms lingering and it's truly frustrating. The past ailments have also returned from their holiday to bug me all over again which well... they are pretty annoying especially when they kinda crippled me from my daily activities (esp. on weekends). I am hanging there though, with God's strength of course.

I continue to pray for God to protect my little one who is growing in my womb as well as to overcome the discomfort that I am experiencing. 

The next time. Ultrasound!

  

#naturetrail 😄

^ Only if you're worth it ❤️

No One Else Like You

Yes babe. You're so fine.

I pondered.

So I've quit my job. And I've found a new one. Cept that I've yet signed those papers.

Never thought I will land myself into the finance industry AGAIN. So much for proclaiming that I wouldnt want to step into this industry since my first job.

That said, I've really got lots of time for reflection after quitting my job. 

Some stuff I pondered about:

1. Furthering my education (its highly dependable on the industry that I chose to stay put for the next 5 years../ taking a diploma in music)

2. Relationships (Friends/ Family/ Other half)

The above is a tricky one. For it drove me to think about the friends that I want to retain. This means taking the effort to mend the cracks in broken friendships (in my context) or simply truly value friendship as it is. Well, I have to take the initiative instead of being passive isnt it. People do get sick and tired if one is to reject invites all the time/ most of the time. Yes, I am guilty of that.

Same goes for family and my other half. It really takes one a lot of effort with the maintenance.

3. Career

Well, I really hope I can stay for at least 2 years in the role that I applied for. Thereafter, see where it gonna bring me.

4. Giving back to society aka God's ministry

I have to really start to spend real good time with God. That is where my first love, my provider and my father will help guide me to be a better person before I can truly give back to the society to glorify His kingdom.

Alright. Thats all for now (:

Inactivity.

So it's been another year of inactivity (:

This time around. I'm finally back.

Radioactive - Lindsey Stirling and Pentatonix (Imagine Dragons Cover)

Im back (: